Meronta-ronta

Pelikla hati aku ni lately.. dup dap dup dap pasepa tatau.. i thought hari tu dah okay.. i hate diz feeling, duk teringat kat dia ja ni, pasepa ar..? Tuhan.. jgnla uji macam ni.. i tak kuat la.. cukup2 lah.. i dah buat semua tuk lupakan dia, tried to avoid him in every single way.. Hadoi......... Rasa sakit sangat2 ni.. ishh rasa macam dulu2 plak..

When..........?

Hi again..
I dunno where should i start.. It's my heart, i cannot get rid of him. Why..? *squeeze de hair. Plis go, i dun wanna think about diz anymore. I juz can't. If u can feel my heart beats now, yeah..faster than normal (everytime i think of him)....... I still cannot accept the fact, that we both are not in a relationship, not anymore.. Yeah, it is true. Now I have a fake smile and laugh on my face. I have a fake believe, everything in me are fakes. What is true then..? *SIGH............

I am not in a mood on facebook-ing, i dun want to get hurt anymore when i saw him and her being so closed and friendly. No thanx.. u should know now why i am not on9. I rather seeing u on my mobile than these. I cannot hold it.. it hurt so much. But thanx you very much, you have win... *embracing the knees and bow...

*SIGH............ now what..? What's next..? . . . . . . . .

**my weakness cause you pain || I keep a part of you with me**