Heart broken..

1st of all.. Last night, it happened to see him, i meant, i am the one who wanna see him, 15mins, i guess was enough. Seriously, i dunno what the hack am i thinking. Did i put hopes on him..? i think so. I was stupid.. Cik Som, he doesnt loved u anymore!!! So just stop it!! Dun be such an idiot!! I thought he still love me, but no, i thought he miss me, but no.. (i can't simply go on , i need some time..) Dear God, plis give me a strenght.. *SIGH......

Can i smile again like this..? Tears is all i got left.

p/s : Plis forgive me, i can't stop loving you..